The last little while in a little galaxy not too far away
I refrained yesterday from talking about my experience of being brought to visit dad, but now I shall say a few things.
It's an hour drive to where he is, he is doing ok there, has a few people he talks with and does puzzles with, but he's in his own words crying inside and thinks that God will work a miracle in letting him live here again. He spent a good deal of the time trying to make it look like there was nothing wrong with him, but would say things that indicated he didn't know how long he's been there and how many times certain people has visited.
He just called now in fact with a newly installed phone that he has and he desperately wants his computer.
But for me I have been having a wild time, instead of gummies I got some joints!! I don't think I smoked up since the late 90s!! And it sure has a stronger effect than gummies, movies and music and stuff are a lot more interesting and engaging, and easier to rest.
I'm supposed to spread the word around to a few people in this town here of where he is now, but I'm not that kind of person just reaching out willy nilly striking up conversations, but eventually i'll let who I can know, and if he can get his computer what I think will be good for him if he can manage to use the internet without difficulty, which isn't too likely that he could listen to his kind of music, as it is he has a little clock radio on a Christian station but it's all contemporary, he likes southern gospel quartet kind of music.
I'll be brought to him every 2 or 3 weeks, and I made the trip there without any cigarettes, I haven't got any new smokes yet, I was of the mind that I could at least try to smoke less but I mechanically go for those cancer sticks like it's ingrained in my motor skills, programmed for it.
That's it for now .....:)
It's an hour drive to where he is, he is doing ok there, has a few people he talks with and does puzzles with, but he's in his own words crying inside and thinks that God will work a miracle in letting him live here again. He spent a good deal of the time trying to make it look like there was nothing wrong with him, but would say things that indicated he didn't know how long he's been there and how many times certain people has visited.
He just called now in fact with a newly installed phone that he has and he desperately wants his computer.
But for me I have been having a wild time, instead of gummies I got some joints!! I don't think I smoked up since the late 90s!! And it sure has a stronger effect than gummies, movies and music and stuff are a lot more interesting and engaging, and easier to rest.
I'm supposed to spread the word around to a few people in this town here of where he is now, but I'm not that kind of person just reaching out willy nilly striking up conversations, but eventually i'll let who I can know, and if he can get his computer what I think will be good for him if he can manage to use the internet without difficulty, which isn't too likely that he could listen to his kind of music, as it is he has a little clock radio on a Christian station but it's all contemporary, he likes southern gospel quartet kind of music.
I'll be brought to him every 2 or 3 weeks, and I made the trip there without any cigarettes, I haven't got any new smokes yet, I was of the mind that I could at least try to smoke less but I mechanically go for those cancer sticks like it's ingrained in my motor skills, programmed for it.
That's it for now .....:)
46-50, M