I have a phone call I have to tend to a little after 10 tomorrow

My brother indicated that I might be needed if there's any questions only I can answer at that time, it's weird folks, it's such a bonkers time for me but also i'm grateful to be speaking with another human being!!

I'll just keep resting and then i'll proper get up, I might have other kind of coffee grounds, make coffee, watch more lectures, and be ready for my dad's future.

Dad btw was saying to the nursing staff that he and his wife, (my mom) were to be going on a missions trip.

All of this talk about my mom rips me apart, I love and loved my mom, and hearing dad speak of her delusionarlily like she's still around, gahhh

I just hope dad can spend the rest of his life in relative happiness, but to hear what he says to others, I wish not to be subject to it.