People are starting to change me for the better...

I am always shocked when someone treats me kind.........even if I get fired from this job eventually, I at least am discovering that other humans don't see me as trash....

I gain more and more proof everday.

The other day, some sweet little girl probably around 3 waved hi to me with a big smile when I was in pain after getting a tooth pulled out. That made my day. It made me think of my little half brother. It also made me think that I could maybe be a dad someday. It honestly brought a tear to my eye but I couldn't let anyone see my tears. I saw that same child laughing and hugging her father. It makes me happy to see a happy child with their parents. I want to be that someday. But first i gotta take better care of myself. 😢