The aftermath of yesterday has led to my dad having chest pains to the point we had to call an ambulance

It's a suspected heart attack. My dad has chronic heart conditions as well as other underlying issues. He's already had a triple bypass surgery so because of the risks they've taken him in for further testing. On top of this my mum had a panic attack. Part of this is their own doing, part of it isn't. Either way, I will not hold it against them. I care too much to do that.

I'm actually okay and holding myself okay like I did yesterday. Actually better. The only difference is yesterday I had to deal with everything alone. This time my siblings are all here which helps. I'm worried about my dad. I know neither him and my mum can take the stress. I really hope and pray he's okay.