I never felt more peaceful. I'm just done
A bit like 4 days ago my young brother said something really hurtful about someone I care about... I tried so hard to forgive him but really this time I just can't do it. Actually if it was about me I would have probably forgiven him. And trust me I did confront him about it and I warned him to watch his words next time and all he did was saying the same words again and again.
I brought it up again in front of my mother and again he refused to apologize or to even admit that what he did was wrong. He just doesn't give a fuk about me he never did.
I'm not going to let it slide this time I'm just done with the constant judgment and the constant fights, nobody has the right to treat me this way. I been feeling better since I decided to stop dealing with him I don't even want to talk about work with him anymore and I don't need his help. He used to help with subscriptions and stuff like that (like I pay him in our currency and he deals with the online payments in USD etc.) but whatever really I'll survive on my own, it was wrong to make him think I needed his help in the first place.
I brought it up again in front of my mother and again he refused to apologize or to even admit that what he did was wrong. He just doesn't give a fuk about me he never did.
I'm not going to let it slide this time I'm just done with the constant judgment and the constant fights, nobody has the right to treat me this way. I been feeling better since I decided to stop dealing with him I don't even want to talk about work with him anymore and I don't need his help. He used to help with subscriptions and stuff like that (like I pay him in our currency and he deals with the online payments in USD etc.) but whatever really I'll survive on my own, it was wrong to make him think I needed his help in the first place.