Clarification, ... sorta

Hi, well anyone who read my post about latest development, dad had a vision i guess, grief is still with him, causing him to see things not there, or do i lack faith, should i be all like a micracle!! and mend my ways, stop getting into secular literature and stuff? Is that my dad's master plan? Or just the grief, and me avoiding him, so he becomes susceptible to stuff like that.

It is driving me nutty though, but avoiding it will only make things worse.

I'd just like a string of days where nothing aggravating happens, too much to ask for it seems.