I Wish I Had A Sibling 😒😒

I wish I had a brother or sister. Both would be even better

Went to my cousins house for a few days holiday.
Him and I are same age. He has a big bro and sister. From caring for him to guiding him, one of the sister's habits was to feed him at times. Something to do with their bond. Brother always made sure he was safe and not short of anything

Although the cared a lot for me whilst I was there, called earlier today and he's sitting with the sister opening up some stuff the brother bought for them and they going out for the evening afterwards.

For some reason I jus started tearing up so much because I never had that person every day with me on that similar level to confide in or guide me or spend time with. It was always my parents or alone which I know I'm blessed with but it's jus felt that I was missing something.

Lots of times I was alone jus doing whatever I could and used to see bigger cousins looking after their younger siblings and doing stuff together and I was always alone when I got home

I wonder if I am thinking too much into it