Do you know how weird it is?

To sit here.

No parents.

No grandparents.

They're all dead.

I'm only 37.

But all of them....both sides....gone.

In fact I never knew them really.

Dads side grandma and grandpa, never knew them. They died either before I was born or shortly thereafter. Don't remember ever meeting them.

Moms side grandpa, died a few months before I was born. Grandma died when I was about 6.

Dad died when I was 11.

Mom when I was 36.

Then I see my cousins. Most grandparents alive. Parents alive and not divorced.

It is so....surreal.

If our bloodline is cursed at least it dies with me. I will never have children.