I want to be a parent but that requires having a loving partner first which obviously will never happen therefore I'll never get to be a parent.

I wish I could but that means someone has to want and love me first in order to create a child to be a parent of. I'm too broke for a donor so that won't happen. All the things I ever wanted out of life? The doors keep slamming in my face one by one and keep reinforcing the locks. Might as well give up on this one too.