Gave dad a hug, and told him to cut out his worrying
I'll give his aching back a rub down after his bath, he's gonna double the pills they gave him for sleep that also gives him the hershey squirts, and hopefully he'll sleep well tonight, he's always worrying and discouraged, but he'll chime in that his faith keeps him together.
The guy who said he'd help out with the shed has been saying he'll be bringing his extra long trailer, and dad's like dude that's too much, so if that guy insists (he's a contractor) dad will have to say thanks but no thanks, and he'll talk with the Pastor tomorrow at church to see if there's a merry band of helpers ready to get down on the following day, i really hope so, if it's just me and my brother it's not gonna be fun, not that i don't like toiling with my bro, but this work will need some extra manpower.
Dad gets to me, have been extremely annoyed and smitten with a kind of helpless anguish over how everything's gotta be an epic struggle for him. So it's been a trying time for both of us, and i regret taking some of my frustration out on someone here, but that friendship is over, it wasn't just that one instance, some people just get on my nerves, so it is with no hard feelings if this message is seen by that person, i just can't have any more frustrations, and be blowing up at others, it does a number on me, in a bad way, i wish only to have pleasant kinds of rapport with you guys and gals.
I feel that a little epoch has wrapped up for me here on SW, and might be not as active here, i've reached 200 audible hours for this month, so that means i can use my kindle like i ought to, the device that can restore sanity.
Thank you to my SW family for 99% being a chill group towards me, i apologize for my faults and i also apologize to myself for being so embarrassing. I hope to find a new normal sometime soon, and enjoy your company more before it c'est la vie tout finis. ☮
The guy who said he'd help out with the shed has been saying he'll be bringing his extra long trailer, and dad's like dude that's too much, so if that guy insists (he's a contractor) dad will have to say thanks but no thanks, and he'll talk with the Pastor tomorrow at church to see if there's a merry band of helpers ready to get down on the following day, i really hope so, if it's just me and my brother it's not gonna be fun, not that i don't like toiling with my bro, but this work will need some extra manpower.
Dad gets to me, have been extremely annoyed and smitten with a kind of helpless anguish over how everything's gotta be an epic struggle for him. So it's been a trying time for both of us, and i regret taking some of my frustration out on someone here, but that friendship is over, it wasn't just that one instance, some people just get on my nerves, so it is with no hard feelings if this message is seen by that person, i just can't have any more frustrations, and be blowing up at others, it does a number on me, in a bad way, i wish only to have pleasant kinds of rapport with you guys and gals.
I feel that a little epoch has wrapped up for me here on SW, and might be not as active here, i've reached 200 audible hours for this month, so that means i can use my kindle like i ought to, the device that can restore sanity.
Thank you to my SW family for 99% being a chill group towards me, i apologize for my faults and i also apologize to myself for being so embarrassing. I hope to find a new normal sometime soon, and enjoy your company more before it c'est la vie tout finis. ☮
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