First post

Hello to you all! This is my first post, as you could have told from the title, sharing my experience has always felt like a drag, a burden to others and to myself, and it sounds horrifing even now. What i am truly looking for here is a connection, nothing romantic or s4xual, im young and have been deeply struggling with some family issues, i do not blame my parents, they are the light of my days and i will forever love them, since they too are human and they cannot be perfect, after all, its their first time living as well, yet i am aware that some of the things they've done to me will live hollow wounds for a long period of time, i do not, of course, expect anyone to fill said wounds, i simply want a reletionship with someone that is strictly parental and understanding, in order for me to also feel such comfort, not having had the chance, gender doesnt matter, tho im a bit looking for a more fatherly reletionship.
Before interacting know that the 4ge i put on here is not my actual one