I miss Beeing a kid but I never really was

I was in foster care since I can remember
Some family was nice some just cold and only took care of kids for government money

Most of the time, I didn’t feel loved. No hugs. No kind words. No one asked how are you or ellme things would be okay. I felt alone, like I didn’t matter.
Some people were mean. I got hit when I made mistakes or cried. I was scared Al lot with some family so I was quiete

Now that I’m older and with good people I heal. I want to learn how to feel love and give love, even if I didn’t get it back then. I know I deserved better — and I still do.

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in10RjFox · M

The kid in you is still alive and craving and you will soon find a daddy who would cherish you.. so be on the lookout for such a daddy...

Now that I’m older and with good people I heal. I want to learn how to feel love

You just need to change your expectation slightly.. don't expect to feel love .. instead give love to see how it's felt by the recipient. You will get the love back as rebound, for what you give is what you get .

Love is not like money for only the rich to have, as everyone is endowed with love. So instead of asking how to earn or feel love, just start giving what you have..