I still have both parents. It's terrifying to think of losing them, even though Im not that close with them.

I was 15 when my father passed away. We were really close, so needless to say it was one of the most difficult things I had to deal with at such a young age. I didn't have the luxury of really mourning him though. All I can say is that time has a way of gently making the loss a bit more bearable but you will always miss them especially at the special moments.