I'm mad at you

I'm mad at you
Because your choices destroyed our family
I'm mad at you
Because of your choices my brothers followed in your steps
I'm mad at you
Because you died we were left in the hands of evil men
I'm mad at you
Because of you I had my innocence stolen
I'm mad at you
Because of you I learnt and did things I was too young for
I'm mad at you
Because of you I wake up in the night screaming from all the things I've seen and did
I'm mad at you
Because they followed you 2 of my brothers are in prison and the third has ran away
I'm mad at you
Because of you I am alone now
I'm mad at you
Because you've made me mad at you. You were my parents you should have protected us your children from that life instead you exposed us to it then left us to it.
I'm mad at you
Because before you died I didn't know any of it what you did who you did it for.
I'm mad at you
Because before I knew all of it experienced it myself I loved you looked up to now I'm just sad when I think of you.