I hate my mom im sorry

I hate her she is always making me seem like im being dramatic, im the bad person, Im way too sensitive. She is always searching a way to bring me down. MY OWN MOTHER. The person who gave me life. Im very embarrassed to be feeling like that because she is the reason im living but in the same time the reason why I don’t like my life. Im sorry mom if I upset you but Im tired of you always searching a way to bring me down. I would get a good grade in maths and she would be like “well you didn’t get it in your last exam so it doesn’t count ” like?? Or she is gonna say “Ih yeah you get good grades from dumb subjects ”