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My eldest sister comes up to....

[c=359E00]me and says, why are you so meann to me? Is it because you hate fat people? What did i do to you for all these years? I miss the nice you 😟🤣. I am like no is because everytime it feels like you want to aggirare me..make me crack. And i see you smirking about it...but i left it at that. I did not mention the fact that i remember it was her and my mother who munipulated me, made me believe he is the one. When things went south they would blame me. So i thought i had to satisfy them by ignoring my intuition and hurting. All of em taking advantage of my weak heart in ehich all wa__ needed was support but didn't get shit but shit. I didn't tell her cause i didn't want her to say, oh, you still haven't moved on from him. He's married now. I can give two shits about him. Most of the pain came from my fam tbfh. Plus, i realize that the past is over now and i need to move on and stop letting it dominate my presant and future. That is what is preventing me from stepping up my game and being the best version i could be. I have not moved on but i am trying. It started with me not telling her the real reason i am like that now. I'm trying. I have huge ass migranes now everytime i think of it. My heart feels heavy. When i cry now it burns. But i am fine now thank you. Lets leave it at that. Fine 😑[/c]
That's probably why you're mean to her. You still carry that animosity that you never got to release. Maybe you should just tell her. Even if it turns into a fight at least you could get that off your chest instead of bottling it in to yourself. It's kinda like punishing yourself 🥺
nightjourney · 31-35, F
@ChiefRunsWith40oz i told her many times before. She said the exact same thingm i didn't just pull that out of my ass 😂😑it is her exact words. So i try to retreat from hearing that now🤷🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️ torture is about right
@nightjourney damn.. tough life. Some issues just stick around forever I guess 🤷 I hope you two meet in the middle someday
nightjourney · 31-35, F
@ChiefRunsWith40oz and you prob think oh i am too sensitive and such. Ya i'll admit. But a few months back she sees mr happy and she asks me if my ex was married because last time i found he was engaged . I saw a smirk on her face as if she knew it wud aggirate me. That pissed me off. Wow totally ruined my day. So i just try my best not to show them i am mad about the whole past situqtion
tacobell · 26-30, M
[quote]you hate fat people [/quote] yes I can confirm
nightjourney · 31-35, F
@tacobell wait confirm that i hate fat people or you hate fat people? Because i dont she just though because she is over weight and that was her argument🤦🏻‍♀️😂🤷🏻‍♀️
tacobell · 26-30, M
@nightjourney you hate fat people you fatphobic bully
nightjourney · 31-35, F
@tacobell noo not mee 😭

 
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