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Another last come to pass

Nearly 8 years apart they are, so as one has moved on, the next has moved up, prolonging each phase in ways both new and familiar. But they pass nonetheless. Most of them here in town I drive by on occasion, feel the ghosts of our time there. Memories of another life it seems. The older they get, the more far flung. The more complete the separation of experience. I don’t have reason to go to the school much anymore. Drive through the countryside to that little town carved out of the cornfields. Soon I’ll have no reason at all. Tonight’s the last band concert. Next week the last award ceremony. Then the last graduation. It reminds me of that moment a glassblower raps the pipe to release the glass. Here is my work of art. Time to send it out into the world and hope it doesn’t get broken. I am not finding this easy, but some pains come with such a sense of honor and privilege, joy, nostalgia, sweetness… in the end, I simply feel. Some things are everything, and I can only carry it with me until time makes me accustomed to the load. For today, I just have a concert to enjoy. ❤️
Have seen some of those lasts lately .. and realized a few firsts came along with them. Helping set up the first apartment, benefits choices and clothes shopping for the first real job ...

(hugs)
JustNik · 51-55, F
@Stillwaiting it’s exciting watching them forge their own path. Nervewracking, but exciting. lol
@JustNik Not gonna lie .. I miss having them at home. At same time, this is their time. Focusing on making most of our adult relationships and getting them off on the best start in life that I can.
DrWatson · 70-79, M
Sending them out into the world comes with its own birth pangs, just as bringing them into the world did.

I think this was beautifully written.
JustNik · 51-55, F
@DrWatson very much lol. Thank you.
Niloo · 46-50, F
Life keeps moving forward .
You have many many beautiful moments to make with each one of them .🤗
JustNik · 51-55, F
@Niloo I know - I just can’t seem to not mourn what was while I enjoy what is. 😅
SW-User
Makes my heart ache. Enjoy your concert xxx
JustNik · 51-55, F
@SW-User they do a wonderful job. I’ll miss these concerts. ❤️
SW-User
@JustNik there will be different pleasures they bring
JustNik · 51-55, F
@SW-User always. 😊
Life nevertheless keeps moving on - memories or Not.

Enjoy till you can.
JustNik · 51-55, F
@sspec I certainly will. 🤗
OldBrit · 61-69, M
Time moves on but there are still amazing days still to come
JustNik · 51-55, F
@OldBrit 🤗 it helps to look forward to those 😌
Wow...how well- & powerfully written.
JustNik · 51-55, F
@SomeMichGuy thank you 🤗
@JustNik No...thank YOU. It's a relief to read something so well-written.
Quimliqer · 70-79, M
And time marches on🤗
JustNik · 51-55, F
@Quimliqer relentlessly 😅

 
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