@LucyFuhr not at all tbh.. Me saying this now.. Means that I just Got.. I'm harsh, cold hearted piece of shit.. I made my mom worry about me and I didn't check on her even when she lives a couple of blocks away from me.. I never noticed how happy she becomes when I knock her door, I never appreciated her many "annoying" phone calls every single day.. I didn't do good toward my mother.. My only Mother 😣.
That's why.. I said that.
I wasted so much time working, worrying about stupid Shit.. Meanwhile, my sun is slowly loosing her light and warmth 😞