I've been having vivid dreams since being sick, all of them have been about my family

Being beaten up by my mother and brother, thrown away, etc.

Last night, I fell down a crevice while following a map, a a jagged tree branch ripped open the side of my face and knocked one of my teeth out

I was bleeding. Holding my tooth in my hand, I went to my mother, who brushed it off

I ended up crying and begging her to "be my mother" and "help me"

She didn't