Saw my therapist today.

She made a good point, I might have just walked away instead of hitting her and could have ignored the screaming girl if I wasn't cornered. I was in a bathroom, and opened the door to her screaming at me, didn't really have much of a way around. I've been in fighting situations more than I'd like and it's always when I'm cornered in a way. Never went out of my way for it and I am able to walk away from things generally