I am feeling somewhat better today.

My husband stayed home today, which was nice. I made it out of bed and as far as the porch to get some fresh air. Colored for a little while and did some weaving to try to calm my racing thoughts. I didn’t make anything but just practiced some patterns that I’m not very good at still.

It kind of worked. I’m still searching for that glimmer of hope I’ve lost and realized I will need to find it somewhere new.