i dread going to the gym

[c=005E2F][i]i don't think they like me there....i just go to keep fit and manage my type 2 diabetes, ive not been for 4 weeks, so i need to go....but when i go, i'm left to my own devices, the reception staff are standoffiish and unfriendly towards me...and other gym goers, other lads, some look at me in a lingering manner........but the gym is only across the road from me, so should i still try to make the effort and go?

i also hate the rnb/ rap music they play all the time in the speakers[/i][/c]