I Regret

That i tore my friend's page in pre-school.
that i stole my bench-mate's eraser because they were so pretty
that i didn't make tea for my mom when she was so tired
that i didn't wake up my roommate when she had her exam so she could revise
that i am so messy
that i am so lost and unaware that i don't observe what people around me are going through and what they are doing
that i am selfish
that when i am happy, i annoy the crap out of everyone
that i have let down my parents
that i have never given my best in any of my exams
that i made my best-friend cry
that i never tried to understand what it was like to be in someone else's place
that i always defend myself instead of taking responsibility
that i am not as interesting as i wish i could be
that i don't practice enough for my guitar class
that i never really take an effort for anything
that i let the smallest things get to me
that i expect too much
that i get attached easily
that i didn't work out when i planned on
that i have been a terrible daughter, friend, girlfriend... basically a really crappy human being.