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th3r0n · 41-45, M
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I felt like continuing college was a waste of time in a computer science field because they were teaching me things I already knew and I was helping people with the certifications and college degrees in 2004, but what I didn't realize is that having the skills is 20% of getting jobs -- I should have gone to a good tech school and got all the certifications and been making over 100k on my worst years instead of being a contractor rated 4.9 out of 5 with two companies totaling over 1100 jobs yet still making less than 50k on good years, or I should have been a teacher one or the other
I also regret letting myself fall in love with some women I found to be very special to the point that I wasn't functional when I lost them, and letting my life crumble several times over the years in the process (I always did fall in love with overwhelming intensity or not at all)
I regret not having more faith, having seen that the Living God can do anything and has when I didn't doubt, knowing that all the things that happened in my life that I can't accept could have been avoided but I was too foolish to do so at the time
I regret letting myself fall in love with my friend Brii, she pretty much gave me everything I wanted and needed from a woman without being together or sexual together at all (aside from the times I playfully smacked her butt, she liked it and made cute noises) but when I tried to marry her I failed and lost what I had been needing all my life and had finally found
I felt like continuing college was a waste of time in a computer science field because they were teaching me things I already knew and I was helping people with the certifications and college degrees in 2004, but what I didn't realize is that having the skills is 20% of getting jobs -- I should have gone to a good tech school and got all the certifications and been making over 100k on my worst years instead of being a contractor rated 4.9 out of 5 with two companies totaling over 1100 jobs yet still making less than 50k on good years, or I should have been a teacher one or the other
I also regret letting myself fall in love with some women I found to be very special to the point that I wasn't functional when I lost them, and letting my life crumble several times over the years in the process (I always did fall in love with overwhelming intensity or not at all)
I regret not having more faith, having seen that the Living God can do anything and has when I didn't doubt, knowing that all the things that happened in my life that I can't accept could have been avoided but I was too foolish to do so at the time
I regret letting myself fall in love with my friend Brii, she pretty much gave me everything I wanted and needed from a woman without being together or sexual together at all (aside from the times I playfully smacked her butt, she liked it and made cute noises) but when I tried to marry her I failed and lost what I had been needing all my life and had finally found
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