I'm a careless murderer

When i was 20 years old in college i was at a party extremely drunk, I decided to drive home despite being told not to. While responding to messages i ran over someone jogging he was sent to the hospital and died three days later. I never forget being taken from the cell to processing and i was.charged for vehicular homicide. I'll forget the feeling i had that this poor guy was gone amd dead because of me i killed him it occurred to me a few minutes later my life was forever changed too. I spent 7 years in federal prison i was paroled last year. While I'm serving out a ten year probation i will also be arrested on the anniversary of the wreck November 3rd and spend the three days in jail to symbolize the victim's stay in the hospital. An hour hasn't passed by where i haven't thought of that men or his family i grief for them and so sorry i destroyed their world forever. I did my time but i carry the weight and guilt until the day i join him in death.