The nightmares have started...

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The dreams overall feeling is that I'm nervous, but I just get on with things because others around me are acting normal.

We all go to sleep and it's when I wake up and reject some advances to be intimate that things get emotional.

This person breaks down, but through the tears they start to become angry.

I'm accused of not being who they thought I was and I'm told that I have broken their trust.

That my actions have now caused them to lose their sense of purpose.

Unfortunately, I breakdown because this is a pattern. Turning things on me with no accountability.

When I ask them to leave they proceed to strangle me.

I wake up as I'm about to take my last breath.