Loneliness

I can't shake this feeling of being unwanted.

Following on from the post yesterday.
I just feel so alone.

This weekend has only highlighted just how empty my life truly is.

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Zonuss · 41-45, M

Understood.
But it's just an illusion.
And this too shall pass.

Mellowgirl · 31-35, F

@Zonuss honestly, this is a life long feeling.
My dad did everything he could to avoid spending time with me. My mum constantly complained how overwhelming it was having me and wished she could be out with my dad at parties etc!

She kept me on such a tight leash, I desperately tried to be good so I wasn't a burden to her.

The same with family members, my cousins were often cruel to me and I would be graceful and often just take it because I needed them more than they needed me.

It's sad especially as it's only made them think I'm a weirdo, where they excluded me more.

People pleasing to the max!