How lonely are you?

@Moosepantspatty How so sir?

@Rokasu you may have noticed. I tend to push people away.

@Moosepantspatty I can't say I have noticed. I've only been back so long. I've noticed sort've jokster you and that's it. The other parts of you might get buried in the SW algorithm. I know mine do.

Why do you push people away?

@Rokasu im afraid of being judged. Despite the decades of therapy, im only now beginning to feel better about myself, but i still push away people who get close to me.

@Moosepantspatty Trial by fire right?

@Rokasu yes and no. They get close enough to care about me, they prove that they care, and than I back off.

@Moosepantspatty It's easier to analyze them than it is to analyze yourself. That's not to say they're not imperfect, but to say you'll never be perfect to anyone and that's ok.

Our imperfections are what make us interesting and fun. If someone can't accept that then our choices are to either move on or change. If you think you're fine the way you are, then moving on is a perfectly acceptable answer.

@Rokasu yeah. But they dont deserve to be treated that way.

@Moosepantspatty Well you're making yourself lose then. Feeling a certain way about someone and addressing it doesn't make you a villain.

It makes you human.