I Think Loneliness Is Painful

So, I have 'friends' but they're the kind of friends you'll not want to be around with more of toxic friends if I'm brutally honest. just always have a nasty tone to each other and me, of course, i try to be nice but I end up not being a better person than them more of a lower person as that's how i get around it. It just makes me feel really lonely and sad not to be able to have genuine conversations these days...