I Think Loneliness Is Painful

So, I have 'friends' but they're the kind of friends you'll not want to be around with more of toxic friends if I'm brutally honest. just always have a nasty tone to each other and me, of course, i try to be nice but I end up not being a better person than them more of a lower person as that's how i get around it. It just makes me feel really lonely and sad not to be able to have genuine conversations these days...

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SW-User

Why dont you leave them maybe its better to be alone than around toxic friends

SamWorld · 22-25, M

@SW-User I live on an island, so the areas small and it's hard to get a job to save money to move to a new location, so if i were to leave them by ghosting we would eventually bump into each other sooner or later so im waiting till i have a job and money for at least next year.

SW-User

@SamWorld yup the bumping somewhere part is hard to avoid at small places eventually they tease you more when they catch you avoiding

SamWorld · 22-25, M

@SW-User yeah, and unfortunately my area is one of those 'one person knows everyone' area. So if they found i'm planning to ghost them all they have to do is tell one their friends to speak to another friend that knows all the big groups and boom your identity is known and reputation is ruined even in the areas you may wish to move to before you move there because someone knows the big groups there as a well. it's a pain really :(

SW-User

@SamWorld must have been hard for you .. though you may find others like you who like company of positive people rather than abusive ones