Ugh I'mma post the self pitying thing yes ik y'all don't care

I'm lonely. I thought I found someone who needed me as much as I needed them, and I told them "this is whatever, we're both starved for affection" and then they broke it off and I was okay with that.

Except now he has a thing with one of my best friends. And his explanation for it was "we both needed this so badly".

Well I needed it too. I need it. I may seem like I'm doing okay but I'm really not. I need someone. Neither of them ever really considered that.

I just wanna stop hating everything about myself and my life.