Things are still hard, life isn't easy right now. I am doing the best I can with what I have and I am making do for now.

Do I wish things were different, yes I do but they aren't. This is what it is right now and I need to just accept it. I am choosing to focus right now on the only thing I can control which is my attitude about it all. I am going to try to find a way to enjoy what I can and not let the weight of everything crush me. Do I have regrets, I have plenty. Nothing I can do about those, all I can do now is look to the future and keep my head up.