I ended up removing whatever family I have on fb.
I realized that every single one of them never invited me to the wedding when they were all invited... when my grandmother died everyone got together and saw her before her death and didn't invite me to say goodbye... everyone has a parent and siblings and I'm the only one who doesn't and no one ever cared... I leave a messages get no responses so I realize that it's time to move on from everyone. I'm also thinking about leaving my significant other as well and just disappearing... But I can't disappear because I have no money so I'm thinking about going on the street.