I Didn't Have a Childhood

That's right I didn't have one I didn't play games I didn't have friends I didn't do what normal kids did. My childhood was spent with hard work. since before I came to the city I lived in Montana with my grandfather. and it was hard work but worth it. He had a farm. And daily I'd have to get up and tend to the animals as well as tidy up around the place. Then at age eight I began my meditation sessions with him. and the like he home schooled me so I didn't exactly go to pre school or kindergarten though he was smart used to be a teacher. I don't regret not having a childhood or being like a kid because if I hadn't had that work then I wouldn't be the person I am. People say that I'm too serious and the like. But in a world like this we have to be prepared we have to be strong. grandad said it best. People will hate you and scorn you and they will beat you into the dirt. but you have to get up and brush yourself off because you don't give a damn what they do to you. Because they are weak and you are strong. And I will not appear weak.