I Wonder Will I Know

Will you take him one night as I sleep
Or on a bright sunny day or a stormy evening
Will I look for him and wonder what happened
Day after day
With an ache in my heart for the unknown
Will I know
Will I feel a sense of loss immediately
Will I gasp for a deep breath
Will the connection we had in the past
Leave me with an instant sense of emptiness
Will I wake in a panic
Will I just know