I Wish I Never Found EP

I found EP in December of 2014. At first I didn't think it was going to have such a huge impact on my life. One of the first friends I made was a girl who was about my age and had so many similarities to me, it was just amazing. I met another girl who was just a couple of days older than me and we quickly became like best friends. I also met one who is like 10 years older than me and she's great...she always reminds me of my sister Julia and she has the best advice. In January of 2015, I met a couple of men who quickly became really good friends. It didn't take long and I felt comfortable talking to them about anything...I still do. I also met another girl was about a year and a half older than me. The seven of us formed a circle that was really like a family. If one of us girls had a problem, the adults always seemed to try and work out how to best help us. The four of us were so lucky to have three random adults who we didn't even really know, but yet they cared so much about us. It was perfect...until it fell apart. All the girls my age are gone now and no matter how hard I try to move past it, I can't. I've had the love and support of three adults, but as hard as they try, it doesn't help. EP brought me months of happiness, laughter, sadness and really anything that a really family experiences...including loss. Nothing changes how much I love each of those six people and I do believe I am better for knowing them, but I would trade all the good feelings to not have experienced the bad. So yes, I wish I never found EP, however, I can't change that and I am thankful for the amazing people I've met.