I Am Trying to Live the Life I Once Dreamed of

I Just Discovered......
... I created a group only by writing a top thing about me ! Well, here's why I added that top thing about me;
I'm 21 and I haven't started university. Alas, I haven't even graduated high school.
I've been working for three years and I don't have a car or something that clearly and loudly says that I've been working that long.
And... a lot of reasons more...
I just... want and need to change my life!