I Am Feeling Un-belonging

i look out the window and i just know i dont belong here surrounded by humans and it pains me deeply i want out i want to be free to be with the ones who love me and know exactly what i am and accept me for it and to belong its all i want to belong be love and to go do the things i crave to do instead of staying here in a place ik i wouldnt be wanted deep down i know something is going to happen nad its going to change my life i dont know what it is but it will enable me to do and be what i know i am and do what i have wanted all along but most people will not be able to understand i want to go to a forest and stay there with only a few people the ones that are my family my mate my sisters non-related sisters and my brother and be free it disturbs me you know it dont get it it was never my place to stay here never wanted to stay here but yet im here...........but not for long i want to let my inner beast out