I Find It Hard To Get Up In The Morning

This has been happening from a month now, I thought it would pass, but it just wont. I go to sleep as early as I can. And I cant still get up. The first thing that comes to my mind is not welcoming and I cant let it go. It weighs heavy on my mind and my heart and I think to myself "half hour more, maybe I wont end up waking up thinking of stupid stuff". But to no avail, I sleep for about 10-11 hours, and wake up restless and tired and sad. And that's how the whole day goes.

I make an effort not to think, just stay positive, pray, divert my thoughts, but nothing works for more than a day or two. I force myself to be optimistic, that wont work either. My thoughts get attracted to the flame like a stupid moth and it worries me that it would be something like "Thus hath the candle singd the moath".