I Am Redhotcrazy Wearing Heart On Sleeve Hear Me
I have been tip-toeing around all of my dreams...I have been finding excuses to postpone my pursuit of them. I am making them more complicated than I need to in order to make them happen (someone even told me this).
I need more than anything to self-fulfill my own happiness. I don't need people to hold my hand to cross the street, I'm an adult now.
I have so many urges of vigor in my blood, I know I will not be able to settle in my current body and place of being. I need to let go of my inhibitions and go forth with my goals....even if I fail, at least I will have tried, and it will lead me somewhere else I am sure. For now though, my complacency is mind numbing. One step at a time, sure- but who needs to only take one step, when that will not take you as far as many steps ran in a marathon of life?
I need more than anything to self-fulfill my own happiness. I don't need people to hold my hand to cross the street, I'm an adult now.
I have so many urges of vigor in my blood, I know I will not be able to settle in my current body and place of being. I need to let go of my inhibitions and go forth with my goals....even if I fail, at least I will have tried, and it will lead me somewhere else I am sure. For now though, my complacency is mind numbing. One step at a time, sure- but who needs to only take one step, when that will not take you as far as many steps ran in a marathon of life?
31-35, F