I Want To Learn More About Werewoves

I want to learn more about the lycanthropy, not the psychological disorder, the actual fact that a human being can morph into wolf. I want to lean more about you guys who are real one, not the 12 years old kid who pretend to or whatever. so please be kind and inform me on the way you transform or if there is really a thing with the moon or if its about another event, tell me what a transformation feel and look like, make clear in my head what is real or fake about the werewolfs. My thanks in advence. If you thinks its too personnal send me a private message.