I Am Experiencing Life

My mother in law has been in hospital the last few days, after collapsing at home on Friday...
My wife has a hospital appointment tomorrow morning to speak to a consultant about the possibility of a bunion operation..
I'm up at 0630 every morning
I care for my mom most days...
I run a small tv installation business, which is keeping me very busy..
And I work an evening job, most evenings from 1630-2300..
I don't get home much before midnight...
Time I've had a shower..
A coffee
And a quick smoke..its the wrong side of 0100..
To get up the next day...at 0630.. To do it again...
I have no living relations...
Just me..my wife..and my mom..who doesn't leave the house...
Ugh... I'm just so tired.......