I Never Cry Or Even Feel Sad When A Family Member Dies

Never Ever... I've had family members die throughout my life. As a child, I guess I was just too young to understand the meaning of death, but even as an adult, I never even feel sad at all.

I lost two people in just one year alone. I lost my grandma around this time of the year last year and I lost my cousin this year. I didn't shed tears or feel horrible for either of them.

I guess that's because I only met my grandma once when I was two. I didn't know her like that and had no love for her. I was so out of touch with her. Her death didn't impact my life in the least so her death went by nearly without notice.

My cousin... I met her a few times... Years ago. We were never close and I never had any love for her either. Her death didn't do anything to me.

Heck, all of my family gets affected by deaths of their own blood except me. I don't know if I'm just really strong or I'm very heartless. I know for a fact though that I would lose it and throw myself onto the ground to die in my own misery, grief and pain were a friend of mine to bite the dust rather than a family member...