I Was In A Same Sex Relationship

I've always liked crossdressing. Dressing up as a girl always felt right. And growing up I've never been physically attracted to guys but I'd always find myself in situations where we would have sex. When I was a freshman in high school a good friend of mine who was also a football pla<x>yer and Bible thumped and me started having a lot of sexual tension between us. We couldn't show it but after about a week we were in the locker room after practice by ourselves and we kissed for the first time. We both had butterflies and were immediately turned on by it. We'd walk around the park and hold hands. We started dating secretly and when I spent the night two weeks later we had sex for the first time. To be honest we made love. We both gave and received. We stayed up all night kissing and holding each other. When he turned 16 we'd drive to the city and could be open about being together. After about a month I asked him if he would be okay with me dressing as a girl. He loved it. I'd wear dresses when I could for him and he treated me like a lady. On our anniversary I wore a cheerleader uniform for him and he loved it. We were in love. We made plans together and he even asked me to marry him. Six months later we broke up. I didn't wanna hide being with him anymore and he couldn't take it. I still wonder what would've happened if we'd have told everyone about us