I Am So SO Confused In My Life

God is doing something, and that something is great, but i have no idea what that great thing will be and who will be involved. I know specific people that i have seen that God has pointed out to me in my life and he is letting me see that much and the fact that he is doing something in my life but what, he is silent about. it has to do with my youth group, some people at school, and specific people God has shown me before in my life. what he is doing is a mystery to me but he has given me enough information that i can sorta see or assume what might happen. it has to do with me being gay, as well as, certain people in my life and what he has shown me already about them and i can tell he is working within them right now even though they dont know it. one of those people in my bf here on ep. God has laid our life courses out and we were meant to be. he is from Ireland knows gaeilge, he moved the same time i did and went through his very difficult time the very same time i did. he has things all over in his life that have to do with the umber 7 and how they are similar in my life. recently i have been confused and a bit worried about us as i can never tell whats going on with him and that saddens me though i will not let Satan ruin us or our relationship or what God has destined for us. though there are people at my school who have some great significance as God has shown me what he has done with them and about the in my favor and i want to see what happens then to. then my youth group, something really really amazing stuff is gonna happen there also and the pastor said it the very first day that he felt something really special about this year. there are all these signs all having to do with me and what he has shown to me and i just wonder what in the world this lord who is my all is doing with me and for me and for other people. and what i know, is this will end well, and this will end gratefully with God, and all of these people will have to do with my life and whats going to take place in the next few years and even in this year!