I Feel Alone

For the first time in my life. I feel alone. I feel like "friends" aren't going to think about me at all UNLESS I remind them that I am here. Which isn't really friendship, it's just saying "Oh yeah he is here to". I want to be thought about, I want a friend to try hard for me, and I want a friend to be there for me when I am upset. Because this is how am for everyone and look where I am now. Alone. Right now I just need one person to talk to daily. But it seems like even that is to much to ask for.