Now I'm feeling guilty for my own emotions.

I feel so low atm and it is not even the night when my negative emotions are accentuated. It is still midday.

I had already started my day wrong.

Things got worse and worse.

I couldn't even hide how depressed I've been feeling from people. I don't like it... I really don't. But I can't anymore.

What really gets to me is that I feel awful for feeling depressed. I feel like I'm exaggerating it. The darkness that shrouds my heart and my thoughts is weighing down on me and all I'm thinking is that I'm weak for being like that.

I am so so angry at myself for showing how awful I'm feeling. But I just can't.
Dammit... I feel so upset at my feelings of depression. Can't I just keep pretending.

I feel so done. I'm exhausted.