I'm pursuing something new.

I had hooked uo with an EX over the last few months. It didnt feel the same as i expected.

I realized something.. feeling this emptiness, loving my wife but not being in love with her..

It all comes down to one thing..

Ive grown so much, and they have not. I dont see them on an equal level anymore.

I'm too ambitious, and they cant keep up.

Im pursuing a solution for this .. this feeling of not seeing my wife as an equal is not just in my head, its a reality and its a hard truth i had to say out loud.