I Feel Alone

its weird. im a loner, but sometimes i wish i wasn't, i wish i could be super social and the life and soul of the party, but every time i try, i just want to retreat again and be alone, even when i try to strike up friendships and relationships its the same thing, i just want to be alone, and sometimes i seem to get in these moods where everyone seems to irritate me, cos i just want to be left alone, and in the process, i just feel completely separated from the rest of the world, like i have almost nothing in common with anyone!!