Here again

In bed
Feeling weird

Always have some stuff going on.
I can’t seem to escape the drama. I attract it.
I have stability again. My house is in order and iv just broken up with my bf who is insane.
Drained.
He’s like a mini vampire.
He’s cheated on me twice and blames it on drugs.
He’s promised to sort himself out.
Tonight he went out for an innocent drink with friends.
And he was supposed to come and stay at mine.
He hasn’t turned up and ignored my last message.
I don’t need this crap in my life.
Iv blocked him left right and Center.
And I now have to work out this heartbreak which will be more evident tomorrow if I wake because the way it’s looking I won’t be sleeping tonight.
Iv got a few guys on speed dial.
Not like me at all
But I’m at an age where I don’t care anymore.
I just need some hugs.